
Divine Up
Here, people routinely find what they seek. A lasting change that concludes decades of searching
Your quest for happiness has brought you to this site.
Being here means you are ready to live as the king or queen of your life. You will finally start thriving.
This inner transformation is so powerful, you should experience it.
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Home of Lasting Change
Transformation So Effortless It Feels Like a Joy Ride
Catalyst of Inner Transformation
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What will you gain? A gift that keeps giving
The most remarkable gain is lasting change. This work purifies your consciousness. That causes radical improvement in every area of your life. This transmission heals body, mind and whole Life.
You will be energetically attuned to experiencing an Effortless Life. You will learn how to Master Your Emotions. Your DNA starts releasing the Generational trauma. This incredible transmission opens your heart to receive ever-present grace and abundance. You'll experience an unusual flow of money, love, luck, opportunities, and delightful synchronicities.
Your erratic thoughts will quiet down, your life will simplify, and your mind will upgrade to create a more pleasing reality. You will discover joy in your day-to-day life. Your burdened spirit will lift.
This energy heals relationships. You’ll connect more deeply with yourself, family, and friends and start to feel more comfortable in your own skin. A sense of calm and control replaces your inner critic.
Deep-seated feelings of inadequacy transform into self-acceptance, self-worth and love. The spiritual qualities you have always sought will start integrating into your being, making life increasingly pleasant. The present moment takes hold. You proclaim and live from your inner strength. You will feel a tangible sense of spiritual progress. You will know your Purpose for life.
"Follow your dreams" is a fine way to get lost. Here, you and I create a vision for your life that keeps on giving. The life you crave comes to you.
What will you lose?
You will lose suffering. This is a mega falling-off process. Anti-life energies, thoughts, patterns, and mind programming are locked within consciousness. These energies include Struggle, fear, victim mindset, disconnect, lethargy, inertia, discord, unworthiness, emotional and psychological pain—the lot! You will sense stuff and nonsense falling and burning off, making space for life.
Mighty boulders between you and your peace will be removed, you will quickly lose the ability to suffer.
''I dreamt last night I was riding a bike and thanking you for moving obstacles and hazards and I was sailing along quite nicely when I saw the road ahead was flooded. But as I approached it the water just evaporated and I was cycling over pebbles and stones and just glided over it all.''-Hugh Shewring

Ruby Ryan
Self realized Mother, Guru
The originator of the approach 'Your life is your Private Party'
This transmission arises from a profound realization of the ultimate truth. After three decades of searching, I Self-Realised in 2010, marking the end of the conditioned mind, personal suffering and the start of an inner Reality that is undescribable in any language.
I exist where liberation meets fullness. My presence infuses these qualities into the lives of clients and students.
The nurturing essence often prompts students to call me 'Ma'.
My state of being and my work comes with the Guru's grace ( Osho, Ed Muzika). I am Home, at peace, not searching or wandering, simply existing in the present moment. While the world is engulfed in the Maya of mind (ignorance of the Self), I function from the unknowing of the No-Mind, the seat of the solution consciousness.
I read and dissolve the complex interplay of energies fueling your suffering with what feels like a casual conversation.
'Your life is your Private Party'
[An energetic attunement to finally turn up for your private party and start enjoying it.]
This statement carries an energetic attunement. When I tell you to start enjoying your private party, that's exactly what starts to happen.
I coined this phrase, fashioned after my own life. Since my realization, I am discovering immense joy in the simplicity of my everyday life with my family. My circumstances, which have always been good, now feel like a vibrant celebration, much like a lively party My life has the feel of an ongoing gathering where all my loved ones come together to eat, create, laugh, cry, and share the ups and downs of life, cherishing the ordinary blessings of day-to-day living as one close-knit unit. This personal celebration is continuous fun.
I approach life in this simple but profound way. I have not encountered spiritual teachers or books that approach ordinary life with a sense of reverence and fun. I am bemused that this obvious life approach is uniquely mine. This world has so much suffering and spirituality simply because people are absent from their 'personal party', seeking enjoyment elsewhere. If everyone knew that, let alone attended their own party, there would be less conflict and fewer spiritual quests in this world. Like Satyayuga (the golden age of consciousness), People will simply live as they are meant to, humanely and with greater Self-awareness.
Each family has their home as the setting for their unique celebration, their private party, yet most can't recognize that their very own party is underway right now. Your unique circumstances and life have everything you need to satisfy you. You just need to be taken to your own party, so you can start enjoying yourself. The key to happiness is within your own life. You need very little else to fulfil you. I help you enter that space where contentment lives. In the purity of this space, suffering does not exist. Real life is happy and whole by default.
Being absent from one's private party at home causes so much psychological and emotional angst. If people were to engage with the family in the four walls of home, therapy would not be needed. My students find contentment within their homes' four walls, allowing themselves to indulge in family life. Mothers have become more nurturing, fathers more supportive, partners more loving, children wiser and happier, mealtimes have become fun gatherings, and spending time together is more fulfilling than ever. People are finding unprecedented joy right in the heart of everyday life. Family life transforms into a joyful celebration of ordinary life. And the natural outcome is that life progresses smoothly and gracefully.
I particularly enjoy infusing families with love and harmony. I love guiding women back to their Dharma, empowering them to radiate love and clarity while nurturing themselves and those around them. A woman rooted in her Dharma can lead her family and society to a paradigm shift—transforming one woman can change an entire clan. For this reason, I hold Satsangs for women. Creating happy men, women, children, and families is closest to my heart.
Thanks to my Indian upbringing, I don't burden myself with healing or changing the world. Neither should you. Just know yourself. The real world is within the four walls of your home. Everything else is imagination. When you are wholesome and happy in your family, you have zero need to counsel/heal others. The most satisfying thing for me is to usher in happiness and harmony within your family, which creates a strong foundation for everything else in life. When you are at peace with yourself and your loved ones, you radiate that peace outward, often influencing those around you in subtle yet powerful ways. You naturally become a tool of God's plan. Divinity becomes integrated into your everyday life.
Who Do I Help?
This works for everyone you can think of. The nature or size of your challenges does not dictate the positive shift. Even enormous obstacles are overcome with ease. I work with teenagers, couples, parents, and families. Therapists, healers, energy workers, life coaches, and spiritual seekers find with me what they’ve been searching for for years. My offerings are accessible to everyone. Your mind, body, family, and finances are reflections of your consciousness, and this transformative work shifts you from problem-focused to solution-consciousness. Soon, you'll tell me how much you love your life and wouldn't trade it for anyone else's!
What is your part in your transformation?
You have to show up! The Shakti starts working without delay, and the process starts.
It's all about you. Your willingness to be happy is imperative. You have very little to do, other than to turn up. All it takes from you is a vague commitment not to suffer unnecessarily. The process is a force of nature. It does its thing, cleansing, purging and resetting. Sometimes, people tell me that it feels like a powerful explosion or a bus has run over you... Yet coming out refreshed, healed, and revitalized. This transmission is so benign and life-enhancing that it naturalizes your inner climate to receive and recognise grace. in my experience, even seasoned seekers lack that kind of blunt commitment to oneself. This transmission strengthens and purifies your dedication to yourself. The more you recognize the grace, the more effective this becomes. The less mental effort you exert, the more gets done for you. Can you picture that scenario?
When you and I come together, your flight takes off- fast and direct.
''Dear Ma, all feels very good and I am feeling a lot more gratitude, which is really lovely, it’s gentler and heartwarming. I’m feeling less rigid and much, much less irritation - such a relief we are not griping - it’s all much quieter. I never knew ordinary could feel so good! Thank You Ma.''
''Dear Ma, I had a moment yesterday when I looked in the mirror with fresh eyes. I guess I always scrutinize my face without realising because there aren't necessarily any words. But this felt different, softer. And another moment I looked a my baby with a freshness, as if I recognised the preciousness of a baby for the first time! It seems to me that every day is turning in the right direction.''

Book here and start Flying with me...
Students often express that their progress is so swift and seamless that it feels like they are flying with me.
Not a gradual step-by-step progress; it's a direct flight
Students often comment that their progress is so fast and effortless that they feel they are flying through the stages.
Most of my work is through group Satsangs, where participants come together and progress. Satsangs are an easy way to start your journey with me. The Indian tradition is simple and direct - Kindle My Heart's Flame With Thy Flame. You become the company you keep. To live from your core, the Brahman, engage with me or any self-realized being you can find. All that’s required of you is your willingness.
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For those challenged by difficult life situations and emotional challenges that don't belong in a group. It's best to meet me one-on-one. I suggest booking five sessions to dissolve these problems.
Book your one-on-one here
The Indian tradition is simple and direct - Kindle My Heart's Flame With Thy Flame. You become the company you keep. To live from your core, the Brahman, engage with me or any self-realized being you can find. All that’s required of you is your willingness.
In the Sikh scriptures, there is an analogy of trading your paper boat for Godship, relaxing and enjoying the life-journey, as it's taking you there! True spirituality is an effortless affair. A spiritual journey done by the seeker creates more delusion. When the journey 'does the seeker' is a voyage completed,
“O Nanak, the Name/Grace of God is the GODSHIP,
one who boards is certain to alight across the ocean''
(the ocean is the metaphor for Maya/illusory reality created by mind).
Relaxing and enjoying the voyage, Grace will certainly get you there. Either that or endless bookish knowledge, self-work and futile mental effort
This online gathering welcomes both beginners and experienced alike; wherever you are along your evolution, you'll progress to the next stage and continue advancing until there's no more to go. When the journey concludes, the path becomes unnecessary—Knowing Oneself is the ultimate potential of human existence. The unfolding process is so profoundly life-affirming that you'll naturally commit to your greater identity and destiny.
Through Satsangs, emotions, beliefs, thought patterns, and habits will begin to dissolve. Your untamed mind will gradually become more compliant, and your connection to the Self will deepen. Life will become easier, making you more authentic, present, and fearless. The heavy ignorance of the conditioned mind will start to disperse, allowing you to experience God's glory deeply and personally. You'll feel whole, connected, and—not perfect, but complete. This interaction will instil core values such as gratitude, acceptance, humility, surrender, and obedience, helping you understand your place in the grand scheme. There’s much more to explore, but that gives you the idea.
''I was dead inside my entire life. I am not anymore. When I feel heavy now its much less heavy. I feel there is a safety net that catches me and bounces me back up. I remember how I used to feel, but I can't feel the same way now. The safety net seems to move higher as time goes on., catching me much sooner'' -Marc Jenkins